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Speaking to Myself

by Krzysiek Poniewaz

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1.
Where’s the voice Where’s the voice I prayed to hear Where’s the sign Where’s the sign I yearned to see Was I deaf or was I blind Or have I been left behind Don’t need your grace Don’t need your grace or your wail Don’t need your faith Don’t need your faith to prevail I can get through on my own Without no holy grails I called to the heavens Just to hear the answers to my prayers I called to the skies Just to find out there’s no God above I looked to the ground To the place they’ll lay me down one day And I realized That I dug into my shallow grave I knelt down I knelt down to plead my guilt I knelt down And yet no one calmed my thrill So I’ll stand up and carry on Knowing there’s an empty throne And when I’m gone I don’t want to hear your cries When I’m gone Don’t need the cross to tread my heart So when I’m caught by hellish hounds Keep me far from sacred ground
2.
When I was little I was taught to speak truth No matter how difficult And no matter how cruel Took me way more time To learn to be honest to myself When I was a teen I learnt to doubt And not to believe What they told me to trust Took me way more time To renounce what I deemed unjust When I was grown Finally learnt who I am How to find home And how to avoid looking back It’ll take me way more time To figure out the rest of my life
3.
The Outlaw 05:30
Used to be that I ran this place Used to be that I never masked my face I used to long for a warm embrace I used to love before I fell in disgrace Now I’m getting used to running away From whatever opportunity I may have Used to be that I lived among the folks Used to be that I got away with hoax Used to be that you never called me rogue Used to be that I never lost my hope Now I’m getting used to hiding every night From whatever friendly face that gets in sight I am the outlaw, obscured in disguise I am the outlaw, awaiting your demise I am the outlaw, I live to survive I am the outlaw, wanted dead or alive I am the outlaw
4.
Martyr 04:11
I gave away, gave away everything I owned I gave away, gave away the things I loved Yet it seems it’s not enough, as you’re reaching out for more I’m not your martyr, I won’t suffer for your sins I’m not your martyr and I will not take your guilt I’m not your martyr, don’t expect me to submit I’m not your martyr, stay the fuck away from me I put up, I put up with what you’ve done I put up with every concept you have spawned But now I’ve had enough, and I can’t wait until you’re gone
5.
Thirty Years 05:23
Thirty years I’ve been roaming through the world Thirty years I’ve been laying my own roads Been told to walk with crowd and to keep quiet, but I refused Thirty years, during them few hundred songs Thirty years, bet I played a thousand notes I dreamt to be a rockstar and today I play the blues Thirty years, never been enough Thirty years of never looking back Thirty years, feels like I’m reborn Thirty years, it feels like I’m at home Thirty years I have questioned everything Thirty years and I got used to all my sins No matter how hard you try, can’t take the devil out of me Thirty years I laughed and cried with all my might Thirty years, eleven thousand days, and nights No matter how much more I got, it’s been a hell of a ride
6.
Thought I saw your face Thought I saw your face tonight Thought I saw your face In the corner of my eye So many faces in the rain Yet none of them I recognize Thought I saw your face Thought I saw your face tonight Thought I saw your face When I saw you passing by So many faces in the rain And each of them a different one Thought I saw your face Thought I saw your face tonight Thought I saw your face When I left you all behind So many faces in the rain And each of them looks just like mine
7.
The fall is nigh Leaves are falling of the trees The fall is nigh And birds are flying overseas But if some are left behind They will wail until they freeze There ain’t nothing that could stop me From walking away, from walking away There ain’t nothing that could stall me From leaving today, from leaving today And there ain’t nothing that could break me But my sparrow' wail Nothing but my sparrow’s wail The night is close So lay your head down to rest The night is close Get your worries of your chest But the sparrow’s gonna wail Until it draws its final breath

about

Once I realized that my 30th birthday is coming up soon, I figured I can make myself a gift of recording an album honouring the music which influenced me so much throughout the years.
Each of these songs started out as a different blues style, to eventually evolve into something similar to my previous album, "Conversations with Friends" but this time, played all by myself.
So please join me on my journey through the blues, hear me speaking to myself and I hope you'll enjoy listening to this album as much, as I enjoyed writing and recording it!

credits

released March 17, 2023

Krzysiek Poniewaz - vocals, lead & rhythm guitars, bass guitar, piano, hammond organ
Alex Snape - drums & percussion, backing vocals

Music & lyrics by Krzysiek Poniewaz

Written & recorded between February and April 2022 at Exe Sound Studios & Nomadic Arts Studio
Mixed & mastered by Alex Snape at Nomadic Arts Studio

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Krzysiek Poniewaz Lublin, Poland

My first experiences with creating music began in 2008. For the first two years I've been recording a lot of shitty 'music' in different genres, from grunge to thrash. None of those recordings is worth anything... My first serious project was Gurthang, which still is the most important band I've ever played in. This profile is some music written and recorded sideways... ... more

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